5 days
Since I accepted the way I feel and
Now
I wonder why I did.
Now I can’t stop thinking about
How
That made me feel.
I felt really good,
Like
Confident again.
I see I find myself in other people
Now
Too.
And so why is it that
When
I feel for one differently, I can’t?
Is this my fault or is it
Something
I can’t control?
Do I feel sad just yet
Or
Do I let it go?
I feel sad
I want to let it go
I wanted something different from this
But
Is that not the truth?
It’s okay, I guess
It’s
Okay.
I cannot stop having feelings
I don't like that I realized I have a crush on someone
It's really a lot to handle for me
I don't know how to approach it
If I should?
Should I just wait?
All I can think is
please like me
please like me
please like me
But I don't even know why
We just laugh at the same dumb thing
Does that mean anything?
I feel like it doesn't
But the feelings don't go away
and I'm not really sure why
I wish I could just say something
or do something
or literally anything
that wouldn't make me feel so trapped in my own feelings
But I don't feel like saying something is the right action to take
Not just yet, anyway
I should know how I feel
and why I feel that way, right?
Or do I simply trust my feelings?
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
haha
