I’m lying in bed next to you
Both content but sad
I want you forever
But life sucks and sometimes
People don’t feel the same way
I want to spend my nights next to you
Your warmth, your soft breath and snores
I want to cling to you when the sun squeezes its rays through the
blinds and
the books on the shelf
I want to watch you grow, and change, and thrive
I want to be by your side for my life
But you don’t love me like I love you
I’m not what you wanted me to be and
I made you not what you wanted to be too
I am so scared, I feel like the cold tip of a
Spear is pressed gingerly into my heart
I just want to reset back to a week ago
And convince you I’m worth holding onto
I don’t want to pack
I don’t want to mourn
I just want you more than anything ever before
I love you
