i miss everything about what we were. i miss your hands and your smile and your eyes and the way you smell. i want to wrap my arms around you and tell you i love you and pepper your stupid beautiful face with kisses. i want to watch you roll the blunt that we're about to smoke and i want to taste you on the roach. i want to feel like i'm soaring after we finish it and i want you to take me to your room and hold me under the covers while we watch some stupid shit like squidbillies but i'm never happier than in that moment. and i fucking miss you so much.