Monday, May 28, 2012

ugh

there are so many things i want to do.
i want to hold your hand, to whisper sweet nothings in your ear. i want to kiss your nose and your forehead and your neck and run my fingers through your hair. i want to lay with you and curl against your body, to feel your arms around me and breathe in your smell. i want you to kiss me, i want you to touch me like no one's ever touched me and make me feel like i belong somewhere. i want to every space between us and have every point of me pressed up against you.

but i can't exactly do that, can i?
862.6

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

fdhsihfdsi

i hate you. i hate you i hate you i hate you.

why does everyone do
this
everyone does the
same thing
and i can't
understand.

you make me
believe one
thing,
then tell me
the opposite.

so fuck you
fuck them all
i'm
done.
people are just
liars
and i can't wait
to die.

i have so many
words for
you.
but i can't say
them
because you don't want to hear them.

oh well.

Monday, May 14, 2012

there's a story at the bottom of this bottle...

i haven't written in forever.

don't think i'm about to go shakespeare on you right now, no haha.

so like today was boring as shit. and the only maybe interesting thing was cooking in eighth period. but even then i didn't really get to eat the food i had made, considering we made sloppy joes. uck. sometimes i question why i am a vegetarian, and then when i see things like THAT, i remember. hbdhifhsdf

i did watch Doctor Who today. i haven't watched that show in two weeks. that's bad. i'm a bad whovian :( but i've been busy and stressed and stuff....plus charlieissocoollike is taking up a bunch of my time ;D why am i such a faggot? i don't know.

right now...i'm having a dance party with myself. wishing that i could fuck someone, that Hunter lived down the street and that i was hot. uhm, well i am sweating...PROGRESS. oh but not really. whatever. when i went on my walk today, like three guys said something to me and another five probably checked me out..ugh. #hotgirlproblems

i wish i was a little bit taller
i wish i was a baller
i wish i had a girl who looked good
i would call her
i wish i had a rabbit in a hat
with a bat
and a six four impala