why.

why do you lie? why can't you just tell me the real reason you don't want me. you were just waiting to like her. you knew you wanted to, you wanted to like her so bad. she's pretty, she's smart, she's funny, and oh hot damn she's fucking ASIAN. throw her in the snow with a short skirt and long socks and you would choose her over me any day.

what hurts even fucking worse is that you know you're not going to get her. you know you don't have a chance in the world. but you threw me away anyway. thanks. that makes me feel beautiful and smart and everything that you said i was. but i'm not. i'm ugly, stupid, and not worth any guy's time. you got pissed at me whenever i said that but you proved me right.


fuck you.