I'm doing this study on what love is, and I can't really decide if it's a good thing or not. I mean, it's a burden, because when you love someone, knowing they're unhappy makes you unhappy, too. but at the same time, when you're both happy, it's the kind of happy you can't get from anything else. is it worth it? sometimes, no. sometimes you dig too deep a hole, and when it starts to rain, and you're trying to climb back up, to reach happiness again, you can't. your fingers slip. and you have to sit back, sit back and get rained on, maybe catch a cold. but once the rain is gone, you can climb out and walk away. and sometimes it is worth the pain. sometimes it's worth getting scratched as you crawl through the brambles and bruise yourself climbing back to love. because when you reach it, it's like nothing else. and even if you have trying times, you can always go back to love. and you can feel it again.
right now i'm trying to pull my way out of the muddy hole, and maybe i should stop. but i really want to feel your hand around mine.
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