He said he was thinking about breaking up, and I’m sad and desperate

I’m lying in bed next to you

Both content but sad

I want you forever 

But life sucks and sometimes

People don’t feel the same way

I want to spend my nights next to you

Your warmth, your soft breath and snores 

I want to cling to you when the sun squeezes its rays through the 

blinds and

the books on the shelf

I want to watch you grow, and change, and thrive

I want to be by your side for my life 

But you don’t love me like I love you

I’m not what you wanted me to be and

I made you not what you wanted to be too

I am so scared, I feel like the cold tip of a 

Spear is pressed gingerly into my heart

I just want to reset back to a week ago

And convince you I’m worth holding onto 

I don’t want to pack 

I don’t want to mourn 

I just want you more than anything ever before 

I love you