I took down everything that had to do with Gus and put it away. Moved all the pictures to a buried folder on my computer, and nothing about him on my phone. I don't really want constant reminders. 

Either way Gus was a huge part of my life , and I'm not gonna try to erase the good memories just because he's practically dead to me now. I'd rather pretend Gus is dead, anyway, then think about who he has become. It, at least, lifts away some of the distaste I have for him.

I'm not over it yet, obviously. But hopefully done crying.