maybe i have said something that was wrong.
it's starting to hit me.
that you lied.
that you lied for so long.
"i would cry for days knowing what i had lost"
but i walked away
and you didn't even care.
like you'd never even known me.
i want to cry
but i can't make myself.
i don't know
why.
have i already cried enough?
or is there something i'm missing?
maybe i should
stop searching
for reasons to shed another tear.
but i'm never going to feel okay again.