I just really want

someone that will touch me.

I don't mean anything inappropriate, well, not at the moment. But I just need someone to touch me. To make me feel like I matter. I know I do, but I want to feel it. A hug. A kiss. Anything. I want to feel.

I haven't felt. I haven't felt in forever. I need to feel. I'll do whatever it takes to feel, because if I don't I'm not really sure what I'll do. And I know if I fall in love again, I'll come crashing down. I don't know if I could handle the pain. But the fall.

The fall is so damn sweet.