You don't love me.
You never did. You never will. You just wanted my affection, because there's an empty part of your you're too lazy to fill. Don't come crying to me when she realizes she's stupid to love you. I said I'd always be there for you when you need me, but you don't need me now. You've got to grow up yourself. I'm not your tool.
As long as there's a roof on your head, clothes on your back, and food in your fridge, you're fine. I don't care if everyone hates you. You're alive. Stop complaining about how much it sucks that your parents are divorced and you don't understand girls. Take a minute to think mine bicker all the ****ing time and they refuse to split. Think about how I always give my all to the guys I love and they shatter my heart into pieces.
Like you did. Like you always will. And it's stupid, I fall for it every time. But it feels so good, the fall, and when the pain hits, when I crash and crumple into the ground, all I search for is the fall, to forget all of the pain. Don't use me.
I'm stupid to love you.
Go on with bravery and love.
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