talent?

i think yes :)

Marvelous Things

are your eyes
your hands
your freckles.

your hair
your voice
your intellect.

and i love you.
i love you.
i wish i didn't darling.

because it's not returned
never returned.
unfortunate.

quite unfortunate
this love.
so feigned.

but tell me
when we can runaway
together.

because i'm ready
i'll be waiting.
the answer is always yes.

it never changes
my love.
it will always be


yes.

Don't fucking try it.

Hurt him and I'll kill you. I don't fucking care that I could be hurt. I don't care. You've hurt me before. I can deal with your shit.

But not if it means he wants to die, because of you. That's not gonna fly, babe. So go cry and cut yourself over someone else, 'cause if you try to go near him again, I'll kill you. He's my best friend and my brother and he doesn't need to deal with your bullshit.

And if you're gonna get high to escape your problems, you need help. Especially if you're going around kissing my crushes. It's not cool, you're a fake, a wannabe. So I can't wait until you move.

It'll be like the cancer is in full remission.


Go on with bravery and love.

WhatEVER.

You lie.

It's not that I don't like you, it's just I don't want you around.

Yea, yea. That's what I think everyone wants to say to me.

I love you, Brother.

Crazy how the person who shattered my heart into a million pieces and sent me into a spiraling depression is the one who I call Brother. At least, now, I guess. He went from friend, to lover, to ex, to friend, to best friend, and finally to brother. And I'm hoping this time he'll stay for good.

Because I do love him. He means a lot to me, and we've seen a lot together. We've learned from each other. We pick each other up when we're down. We laugh. We cry. We've fought. And maybe I sometimes wish we were together again, but it's just me hating being single. If I had to choose between having him as a boyfriend for a short spell or having him as a brother forever, it would definitely be the latter.

I don't really know what I'd do without him. He's my voice of reason. My upper. My best friend. My better.

My brother.


Go on with bravery and love.

20 things that annoy me? This should be easy.

1} Bad grammar.
2} Stupid people.
3} Animal cruelty.
4} Last names that are impossible to pronounce.
5} Disney.
6} Songs that repeat the same line over and over.
7} Twitards.
8} PETA.
9} People who think they're good at everything.
10} Violence.
11} Bugs.
12} Bad actors.
13} Followers.
14} Girls who like my sloppy seconds.
15} Boys who say one thing and do the complete opposite.
16} Myself, often.
17} Teachers who think they know everything.
18} People who are afraid of diversity.
19} When I make mistakes.
20} The lack of love in this world.

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I'll write it later.