i cant even blog my feelings
ive stifled it so long it wont come out

help me help me help me help me help me help me
i dont know what to do
help
i think about dying and i think about where i want to be and i dont want to die
but i sure as hell dont want to live
help me help me
help

who am i

every time i write i block
every day i wake up i dread it
i feel dead